[poop MANIAC(fecal frenzy!!!!!!!!]

~garbage snip~

True, while it was with great reluctance, I said that which I had sworn not to of my own accord, and without duress. I regretted it as soon as it was said, a regret plainly heard in my own voice. In honesty, it was a poor bit. The punchline was weak, there was little context, and most importantly, it lacked heart. What I said, I said without the heart which I once poured into my act.

~garbage snip~

You seemed pretty proud about it in the moment, and were going on about it for several minutes prior and afterwards building up this "big event"

If this is what you consider pride, then ask me how I know you are no student of theatre. Perhaps the heartfulness you allude to comes before or after one of your self proclaimed garbage snips?

You know how I felt before I said that? Tired. You know how I felt when I said that? Tired and rueful. You know how I felt after saying it? Tired and rueful.

I decided to ban you because Ethan had approached the mod team asking for our advice. He did not ban at the time because he did not fully understand your situation or the severity of your next fuck up. I read through our guidelines your previous bans your warnings and all evidence presented to me before making the decision to ban you for violation of your probationary period. I have zero tolerance for racism of any kind here and you were given ample warning one more time would be your last. -1 unban and appeal.

I am no racist, regardless of what you feel fit to project. I cannot claim to never have been one, but in middle school every man of the digital age went through his own period of extremism, and do not dare to lie otherwise. In any case, that was almost a decade ago, a world built on the judgements of foolish youth. 

I am not denying that when I was younger I used this vocabulary freely, but the difference between you and me is I grew up.

Small wonder is it how you, as usual, hone in on a secondary point and respond to the entire post with some thoughtless quip you no doubt thought was clever as though it addresses the meat of my contention.