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It was difficult to read at the time because of his history of similar jokes and openly disparaging people for being offended by things (including personal insults toward me in the past and shortly before the incident in question), which I had taken to mean he wouldn't be seriously offended by things either. It's not a joke I would have made toward someone without that history. Regardless, I agree that staff should be held to a higher standard for behavior, and I should have made a better judgement call. I accept fault there and will be more conscientious moving forward.

I don't know if I've ever seen birddog move into the territory of wishing death to someone's child, feel free to provide screenshots otherwise. I think the "his history of similar jokes and openly disparaging people for being offended by things (including personal insults toward me in the past and shortly before the incident in question), which I had taken to mean he wouldn't be seriously offended by things either." is a little disingenuous because there's obviously a clearer line with jokes like that. I'm similar to birddog in the way I conduct myself on discord, with the jokes I make. However, I would still be a little ticked off if I told the discord "me and my wife are going to try to have a child." and someone followed up with "I hope it dies.". Just because some people are not offended by most things, doesn't really mean you have a free ticket to say whatever you want.

Reina is usually not offended by the jokes I make, and the things I say to her. However, she was negatively affected by the JFK video I posted. I crossed the line and was punished appropriately, but it was pretty easy to recognize that I was 100% in the wrong. Just because she hadn't previously been offended by my comments, didn't give me free pass to cross that boundary. This does come across as your attempt to justify, at least in my opinion a pretty black and white "overstep". 

All that being said, discord is a different beast than TTT so my previous comments from your last app still stand. I won't bother repeating them. +1