[Ckg]

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Like I mentioned before, they aren't digs at anyone, they're just examples and context. 

Except they are and the fact you aren't willing to admit and instead would rather dig your head deeper in the sand shows that you aren't ready for staffing.  Just look at birddog, it took you 4 replies to say sorry and admit that you were wrong and apologize. In fact, I suspect you don't actually care and just apologized so it would look good because you then went after him again in his response to Cimag, trying to equate you wishing death on his kid, a directed attack, to him joking about killing people in general, which, apart from being just a false equivalency, shows you didn't actually learn from what was said.

Then look at Skullfire, you took 1 reply before you brought up Kaiwan in an attempt to make Skullfire look bad. It is a thread about you not him, you spent 1.5 replies defending yourself and 4.5 attacking Skullfire and other staff members. You brought up a completely irrelevant event that is a discussion for another thread in an attempt to malign the characters of those who don't agree with you.  That is not defending yourself, that is attacking other members of the community and you know that, and if not then it just brings forward more character issues of not being self-aware enough to realize when you are attacking which, if you get staff, will cause more harm than good. I seriously wonder if anyone continuing to give you a +1 after is able to look past their friendship with you and their desire to have a friend staffing with them and see the serious personality issues that you being staff would bring.  If you are staff you will end up causing more harm than good through your inability to accept criticism in a healthy way and I am 100% confident in that.