[chili (2)]

my past is surely something to be considered, mass rdm and no intention to play by the rules. That's a ban i can get behind and i was banned for 3 months before i had the chance to play with you all again. but that was almost 5 years ago. You all agree that i have no intention to play the game, that's fine. but this i know, i love playing on dinks. I love playing the game, I don't talk because i have an inability to speak but I love listening. But i also love fucking around. this is what i learned, to be wiser about who how and where i fuck around. but it didnt take a permanent ban on this server to get me here.   if you're going to consider anything, consider that. If you're going to consider anything, consider how many people i've made laugh with my stupid antics. Consider how my experience on dinks has been 90% enjoyment. and also, consider if a donor, donor+, even a moderator did this, now i dont think they would but lets use our imaginations. you say everyone should be treated equally, guests, regulars, but how much more consideration would go into the donors offense. lets not make any assumptions, but i would bet a lot of money to say that they wouldn't get a permanent ban as i did. I know what i did was punishable. I know what i did did not make a lot of people happy. i'm sorry. but i dont care about being liked anymore. i dont care about winning over the thread or reducing my punishment. let me be a voice to all the people who have been unjustly permanently banned who no longer want to log into this, or any gmod server because they feel treated as less than your precious moderators and donors. Chibill says i have no intention to play the game. THAT was his final verdict. but he never got my thoughts, he never got my side, my opinion. shouldn't people have a voice? or are they just dogs who should be shot after making a mistake. Moderators who take permanent bans as lightly as chibill, and some other staff do. should not have power. garrys mod should be a place of fun. escape. freedom. these people who have been victims of not being given a chance to grow.they won't be back.  but there will always be new players coming and going, so it doesn't matter right?