[La Flama Blanca]

-jealous rage-

It appears that this post is aimed at a certain individual known by the name of Nicky. The poster is clearly unaware of the manners in which Nicky jokes. One can easily compare his joking comments about "not wanting to do any work" to the actual effort he puts into staffing - more active than many staff members, contributing to suggestion threads and other forum threads, regularly engaging in Discord discussions, etc. Every single time he was asked by this poster to do something - he did just that. When he was informed by Rand that someone had been allegedly targeting him just a few weeks ago, Nicky immediately put them in the TTT watchlist. When asked me comment on Rand's forum thread, he did so. His comments may not have been what Rand desired, but Rand should have realized that before asking Nicky to write his honest opinions. When people comment that there are problems ongoing on the server - Nicky may make a joke comment, but will still join and attempt to resolve the issues.

In the time from which Nicky unresigned, he has been quite active. That's over five months of additional activity - that's more time than Rand was ever even staff. If Nicky wanted to go inactive after that, that is his right. He has no obligation to spend even a second longer on the server than he wants to do so.

The problem here, however, can be readily identified. It is a problem that afflicts you, as well as others. It is an issue known as jealousy. Jealousy is one of the most perverse and, indeed, powerful, emotions of the human psyche. Jealousy often spurs resentment and bitterness. That resentment, thereafter, can evolve into rage if it's not properly dealt with.

It is completely understandable why you, and others, might be afflicted by jealousy. It is only natural when one tries to compare themselves to the great and wise-beyond-his-years Prince Nicky. A man who is not only educated, but has learned how to harness that education into what few in society possess - intelligence. While his intellect alone would leave most with a hint of envy, it is the fact that his superiority does not end just there. Nicky is also blessed with an impressive work ethic, impressive physique, natural athleticism, and a smile that could launch a thousand ships.

The recommendation here would be to not let one's jealousy continue its evolution into rage and an inferiority complex. It must be dealt with quickly and effectively. Those insecurities should be put to bed. No one will ever match the one known as Nicky. The sooner one accepts that simple fact, the sooner one can move on with their life. Trying to compare oneself to Nicky or trying to attack him in an effort to feel better about oneself is never going to be a winning formula. Eliminate the blight in your head and heart. The day you become free of jealousy and insecurities is the day that you will live in the greatest comfort.