[TheUltraFish]

It was stupid and immature, and I can completely say that I messed up with that. I'd never done anything prior, and entirely regretted it since, not just because I was punished, but because of all the discourse that came from it. Lots of fighting, I am happy that a few positives did come from it, like fish wanting to staff again, but I in no way think that justifies a thing, just eases my thoughts on it a bit. https://www.dinklebergsgmod.com/site/sho...?tid=13869

Yes, you handled that very poorly and making an alt just dug yourself a nice bigger hole for no reason. I do question if you truly want to help out or if this will just cause more trouble in the future but I will let the ones who know you better decide that. The discourse was probably going to happen anyways but your way certainty did not help.

Now to thing that truly brought me to reply to a ttt staff application, "fish wanting to staff again". You are mistaken, as I never resigned from staff completely but merely stepped down from admin. Yes, your "leak" did bring me back to the admin position but not for wanting to staff the server or wanting to once again be an admin in this community. It was more so me being ticked off on how it was being handled when your thread appeared. Upon getting the admin role back in the staff discord I found who you leaked to within 30 seconds of rejoining. @[Yellow] Travis1421 and other PH staff can back me up on the things said or done by me in the ph rant room as well as the vc I was in. It was bad. It was very very bad. Travis refused to say a word knowing that I would have killed him or done other things and I do not remember being that mad about something that much since then. I have been angry, depressed, stressed, and filled with anxiety with things in this community. Things that have happened in PH the past year that lead to the additions to my signature being items of note but being that angry has not happened. It had little to do with your leak and more so with how easy it was to find out the information.

Only reason why I responded to this is because I was brought up. I do not know enough about rand's recent actions to truly vote on this. Just providing perspective to something that he brought up that I was a part of.